Poetry

In Life

I once believed we all have one chance to love deeply, an opportunity not only in the business of flesh and heart but in the loneliness of the soul, and if we miss it, as I thought I had on June 15, 1976, waking up in my room that fronted Half-Moon Lane, Herne Hill, London,…

Sundial

Looking for the strange places, we become envious of whatever crawls from under rocks and out of seashells. We invented this new ocean, this nameless waterway to another sundial strewn city. We look for all the minuscule theaters enacting moss-covered recitations and pastoral renditions. This must be what we wanted, what we planned for and…

Insomnia / Insomnio

Translated by Gustavo Pérez Firmat     Life is too short. We’re always running late. Not enough days in our lives to learn anything. You wake up, you hug your girlfriend, you have breakfast, you work, you eat, you sleep, you watch a movie and you don’t even have time to read Seneca and convince…

The Hug / El abrazo

Translated by Gustavo Pérez Firmat   She gave me a brief, hard hug, one of those you feel down to your toenails, a mortal leap into life, an incandescent caress, the kind that doesn’t last but scalds, sudden and fleeting: a spell rather than a squeeze. To be embraced like this once in a while…

[ into the mountain ]

When I imagine the dead I think of them doing absolutely nothing. Every morning a tiny red ant has left bites up my arm. I’m not god   as far as I know, though it’s possible. Mostly I feel like a child or elder, or a thing           scraped together from what’s in between.   One…

Brain Basics

When you’re in a helicopter with a bleeding brain and the pilot reassures you it’s a beautiful night to fly, it’s hard to know whether to feel relieved. I suppose that’s better than an iffy or a terrible night to fly. Though isn’t every night a terrible night to fly with a bleeding brain.  …

February I

What is this thing that must be won by experience? It has me walking on sidewalks next to myself, both selves watching women and men coming toward us, the fruit vendors and lovers—   I wonder about the husband and wife, she collects money and bags the fruit, he loads and unloads, and they always…

February II

What is this thing that must be won by experience? It has me walking on sidewalks next to myself, both selves watching women and men coming toward us, the fruit vendors and lovers—   Why does everything occur in pairs, the glance and the glance averted, the gaze and the gaze returned? A woman drops…