Poetry

Fort Amanda

She didn’t know what they were —pebbles—the sounds rolling around in her father’s mouth like sour ball candies when he told her they would find them. Left behind by fairies, he said, in creeks and under leaves. Her father wore that look that said he was teasing, that it was all a joke but come…

Thoughts

My father is smaller than a potato now maybe in the bluebird’s feather or the beak of the cactus wren but where is my mother? In my fingernail? The crowd of bushtits on the thistle-seeds probably are uncles and aunts from various boneyards with their fetuses whispering together, ensoul, from bad days when they couldn’t…

Sukdu’a II

Prologue: It’s traditional to begin by telling you this: this was once Chada’s sukdu. In the retelling it becomes my sukdu’a. For the unfamiliar, sukdu is story. Sukdu’a is a story that’s become a personal story. I’ve decided that it’s akin to how some people build familial homes. Oh this? It’s our ancestral family home!…

Waiting on the Biopsy

Planes rise from the neighbor’s Norfolk pine As if floating. Sometimes I float too In the brilliant afternoons of not-knowing. As the aftershock of the infusions Lays me back in the cloud of the recliner, I stare with fierce new interest From our glass-walled living room At the world that always continues. I sleep these…

Glendale Mill, 1837–2004

Red brick textile mill just barefoot steps from red brick company store, and barefoot steps from red clay graves, the apparition children make their hazy way up the hill at 6:30, quitting time after twelve-hour shifts. Maybe they are doffers, small, nimble fingers a commodity in the risky removal of spike spindles, bobbins full of…

At the Base of the Marsh

Do butterburs follow a religion, a particular day of the week when they take time to meditate or pray instead of photosynthesize? What does a butterbur believe in— a single God or as many higher powers as exist in the clouds of a mackerel sky? Which spiritual realm lies in the shade of their stems,…

Gouges of Us

from El Cielo En Nuestro Ojos :: An Ecological Inamorata Poem Pulse We look at mud. Marine sediment cores, scientists call them. Over fifty thousand trays, each eight feet long, adorn the mud library in the Palisades of New York. Here the language of sediment traces. Language of shells that compact inside a microscopic window. Aren’t we all windows of some…

Cicadas

I’ve admired how they leave little shells of self clinging to bark or edges of jagged leaf, their swarms pacing flight in packs of years. Imagine, every decade an upheaval. Farmers would know of their coming yet could not stop it, the dark whirring cloud which upon passing brought a homelessness that beat to bone….