Poetry

The Last Morning

The May morning I came to where     I was not expected. The May morning hazy with the mad     swirl of maple seeds, where you stood blocking the door. “Where is Mom?” My voice lifted     innocent as a child’s balloon. My face needy and vacant, the face     you’d loved, or someone had…

Night Voices

    Clear out here you don’t hear screams, shots, chants of mobs raging, ambulances     or fire sirens; maybe some rabbit a fox caught, some young bird squirming in a cat’s     jaws or the clenched claws of an owl. Otherwise, the outstretched countryside lies     still. Until here in my bedroom’s wall- absorbing darkness,…

The Mountain

One moment, the mountain is clear in strong morning sunlight. The next, vanished in fog. I return to Tu Fu, afraid to look up again from my reading and find in the window moonlight— but when I do, the fog is still there, and only the ancient poet’s hair has turned gray while a single…

Frontis Nulla Fides

Sometimes, now, I think of the back of his head as a physiognomy, blunt, rich with facial hair, the elegant stone-wall shapes of the skull like sensing features, as hard to read as surfaces of the earth. He was mysterious to me in his anterior depths, occiput, lambdoid, but known like a loved home outcrop…

Ghazal

My name in the black air, called out in the early morning. A premonition dreamed: waking, I beheld a future of mourning. Our partings were rehearsals for the final scene: you and I in a desert, saying goodbye on a white September morning. The call came. West, I flew west again. Impossible, but the sun…

Two Poems About Nothing

“I’ll write a song about nothing at all . . .” —Guillaume IX of Aquataine (1071–1127) When I was young I fell in love with nothing. Nothing had my heart. I was a moody unpleasant youth; even my mother disliked me. What are you brooding about? she’d ask.                  Nothing I’d answer. For once, she…

Salt

I was sitting at a picnic table at one of the godforsaken places peeling an egg as if in this act I could recover what there was of gentleness and I was alone unless you counted the two forms of life, one sea and one land, that fought over the eggshells and stole pieces of…

Posthumous Birthday

R.I.P., 9/1/20–10/11/97 A sad date, summer’s end. I rarely called but mailed the basket of chocolates you loved, and Mother monitored, Oh, Roy! You were greedy for so little. I’d send the few bad things you cared for: candy, a humidor, bitter, slender, black cigars. Years ago I roused then wouldn’t sleep with a boy…

The Great Siberian Rose

The movie about the great Siberian rose, Brought back to life by the doctor who killed her, Was playing a block away at the Lane. The usher Was dressed like a nurse, and scowled, and told us Not to make noise. I wish we had For as soon as the movie began, a tomblike room…