Poetry

Weanlings

The whale was real.                                         So was the beach, carsick                                         & damp in the armpits as I was. Father’s shaggy hunk                                         of leg against my young flank. The crowd on the shoulder                                         of the road watching the crowd                                         smoke around the whale I mistook for a stranded barrel.                                         Did it outswell the ocean                                         with breathing, was…

Wanting a Child

This condition is not like hoarding for winter.                     There may be no torpor here,                                                                        no feast, either.   I see a fox, petrified in bog water.                     I envy the gall wasp, its egg                                                                a pincushion on the oak leaf.   This disruption will likely stay                                                         unnamed. I call it                     faceful of dove. I call it…

Reading for the Plot

Please don’t ever ask me to do it—to run through the plot points A, B, C, and D, as Peter Brooks discusses in his famous book of the same name. My mind is allergic to chronology. Do you feel the unquenchable thirst for plot that Brooks describes? OK, then, here’s a plot for you: last…

Charlotte’s Web

On the television the boy is watching Charlotte’s Web & it is near the beginning where the whole family is sitting down to eat & we are made to see the farmer’s breakfast—a stack of pancakes, golden brown & towering—& the boy becomes   caught in this moment. He will watch the movie it feels…

Lying in a Hammock

Why not let my daughters toss rocks over the shed   while birds bicker and dart through my wraparound   mood? The girls remind me that wonderful   means “full of wonder,” and that no tech company   will ever simulate what’s happening   in my nerves right now— the swig from a flask  …

The Old Math

Ending on a line by Jack Gilbert     Want is still the center of all living shapes, my daughter included.   She’s gnawed off her dead ends and scratched her throat into a ragged line graph.   It doesn’t work to tell her five plus five, if you use both hands, can be a…

Wall Mice

There are two piles of documents: the one on the right has to become the one on the left. There is a paperweight in the shape of a whale.   Some pages have almost nothing on them, maybe eight words floating in eggshell space. They have to be read too,   so I do, I…

Imagining the River

“…they camped at eventide by the River of Forgetfulness, whose waters no vessel can contain…and each one as he drank forgot all things.” – Plato, Republic     Imagine you are weary. Imagine                     you have carried the heft of skeletons for years.   Imagine the day you fear death   less than living long. Imagine…