Poetry

1. The Fingers They are small enough to find and care for a tiny stone.         To lift it with wobbly concentration from the ground,                 from the family of stones, up past the pursed mouth— for this we are thankful—to a place level with her eyes         to take a close look, a look…

You were going to ask me why I am here, and I’m going to tell you. But I want you to look at the scar on my arm, this one right here in the shape of a mouth, though not a human one. I like to talk about my scars, I like to talk about…

“As it leaves dawn behind and advances into day, light prostitutes itself and is redeemed—ethics of twilight— at the moment it vanishes.”                                                   —E. M. Cioran Ethics of secrets and vanishings,     of sunny downfalls and cloudy coverups.  The reign of commonsense has ended     and strangeness floats through the air.  Deceptive moonlight, dusky erasures—…

Every dusk there gather in the trees birds whose bodies lean heavy as magnolias on the bent and swaying branches. Every dusk, in trees, birds gather, looking heavy as magnolias or the shadows of magnolias, since in color birds are darker; and since they scatter, turning to reassemble on their branches, burning slowly in their…

She came to me with a mind like fire and a name written in smoky letters on the wind. She came to me with the grief of a fallen angel, with white arms that should have been wings and skinny legs sadly rooted to the ground. She came to me barefoot in a sleeveless dress,…

Three days of spring winter and suddenly, birds everywhere. The sky and garden are not enough for them. They beat upon the pane of glass through which I watch them, wanting entrance. It was wrong to think that they were happier than I, or that nothing was denied them, when I, myself, had shut them…

This morning a hawk plunges straight for the squirrel at my feeder and leaves only its signature: blood on the snow. All morning it circled the yard, then dove, stunning itself on the glass sky of my window, and in minutes returned, braving the thin, perilous channel between hedgerow and house. I was watching its…

A faint afterglow of red behind the hills, and the tops of the pine trees are all mist and woodsmoke now. Up the darkening headwaters of a little trib, the swifts give way to bats. Nobody’s going to find you, no one is even looking. Time measured in the tick of insects against the screened-in…

A secret like a lodestar, a ball of pure lead, I thought about tasting him long enough for a life to wither, a new planet to come into view. I imagined the smell of his genitals, so common, so indescribable. Wyoming and summer. Thunderheads galloping in a stark yellow light. Or puffball clouds white as…