Poetry

My Amaryllis

So this is the day the fat boy learns to take the jokes by donning funny hats, my Amaryllis, my buffoon of a flower, your four white bullhorn blossoms like the sirens in a stadium through which the dictator announces he's in love. Then he sends out across the land a proclamation— there must be…

Hates

He hates to wake up in the morning alone, What it's like to squeeze juice for one, To stumble around in only pajama bottoms With no one to admire his recent tan Or explicate his significant dreams. Sure, he's glad not to be scolded for stuff In his eye or the place he missed shaving….

Tin Ceiling, Pecs, Hungary

Up there my father marches off into Guadalcanal, Guam, his face      numb from lying in the green tub to break the 105-degree malarial      fever. My brother is there, too, Mae Westing over      Okinawa until they gather him up and place him in the nineteenth bunk, tenth      floor of the Albany Veterans' Hospital. Behind them a…

The Arrival

I pull the bed slowly open, I open the lips of the bed, get the stack of fresh underpants out of the suitcase—peach, white, cherry, quince, pussy willow, I choose a color and put them on, I travel with the stack for the stack's caress, dry and soft. I enter the soft birth-lips of the…

Crazy Glue

When I walk home with groceries, the child shifts back against my belly, moving with the eggs in their twelve jiggling sockets. I try to have a sense of beauty. This is my true voice I want moving among others                 and yet it has a rhythm of its own, the possible, the cries of…

In Berkeley

Afternoon light like pollen. This is my language, not the one I learned. We hungry generations with our question Of shapes and changes: Did you think we wanted To be like you? I flicker and for a second I'm picking through rubbish To salvage your half-eaten muffin, one hand At my ear to finger a…

Daughter

I hear her splintering like the seed inside the pine cone, the furious grease inside the smoke and speed of the fire of our bodies. The hard red seed of her, her pink nipple, her penis-husk, her odors and hairs, her molecular dust, her dream file, her first and last word, her undiscussed déjà vu's,…

Pilgrimage

Today I returned To see those two worn-out and rumpled Representatives of the common world (Were they mother and son, Or did they merely resemble each other?) Kneeling in adoration Before the elongated Mannerist Apparition of the Virgin Bearing a chubby five-year-old Son of God Out of her sacred house And into the world As…