Poetry

At Your Hanging

The hangman weeps. He kneels and begs forgiveness of your shoes. OK, OK, you nod, and your headbag's spice, its tropical jute bouquet, grows subtler, like some wine you are adrift in. This the hangman frantically understands, and everyone here, in sunlight and authentically ash-blackened sackcloth, deeply feels. Now we lay us down to dream…

Self-Portrait

Koslowski, decades ago, glued a photo of himself, the only one which exists, by the way, over the mirror in his bathroom, the only mirror in his apartment. Since that day he has painstakenly avoided ever looking into another mirror. Because of this, Koslowski today has only a vague idea of what he looks like,…

Some Gangster Pain

Eunice is tired of pain, everyone else's. She wants some gangster pain, to strut her thick ivories in a collision of dreams, the pajamas-to-work dream, the magnolia siege dream. What ya got there. Eunice, say Johnny and the boys. Eunice lives behind the bus, another fleeing place, riot of exhaust. She doesn't have much to…

The Donation

The ten-car Interstate collision has shucked me from the body. My little heat ascends toward space, and now, under the surgery theater lights, they are lifting out my usable parts to be reinstalled, to keep some stranger going awhile. Goodbye, old heart, old greased purple fist. Keep slugging, just one more inevitable rejection. So long,…

Journal

In another time, I could look outside With a kind of white envy, An endlessly impatient gaze. The sunny lawns, the line of houses With triangular porches, A neighbor's long-handled shovel— I admired these things For their simple vanity: A gift of function and place. And all that I saw seemed a kind of temptation—…

Elk at Black Fort Canyon

Great furred noses nuzzling at haybales, Sidling jaws grinding the sweet Green fodder, they looked up To where I hunched, clutching My coat tighter As the cold like a mouth Spoke promises. Their eyes dark and wary Stared through me as through crystal And I dissolved into their looking Like salt the long, liverish tongues…

Benediction

These hills I scaled, once glass mountains now slope gently down toward school. Returned at last I walk these streets eyeing every inch. Stiff laundry hangs from tenement lines, stairways zig-zag to a door: Danny, Margaret, Jane — their sister from a foster home visited on the way to Holy First Communion dressed in white,…

How To Survive Nuclear War

after reading Ibuse's Black Rain Brought low in Kyoto too sick with chills and fever to take the bullet train to Hiroshima I am jolted out of this geography pursued by Nazis, kidnapped, stranded when the dam bursts, my life always in someone else's hands. Room service brings me tea and aspirin. This week the…