Poetry

From the very first evening we met, I knew I’d fallen helplessly, unredemptively, in love, becoming, in the next few months, chronically sick with longing, unable to sleep without first constructing elaborate courtship fantasies in which his sculpted, unblemished face appeared at my door, smiling, perfect lips parted. . . . What’s worse, we became…

Eager to cut loose forever, we walked along the railroad tracks of 1965 wondering how we would ever react to the appearance of a goddess. If one emerged from the gas station wearing a polyester uniform, or if we found one sunbathing naked in private on the bank of the creek, her hair tied back…

I had a father of my own. How was it possible I was a father when I was yet a child of my father? I grew panicky and thought of running away, but I knew that if I did I would be scorned for it by my father, and so I stood still and listened…

1959, 1971, 1953, 1942 Snow seeded the road all night, fallout plowed to one side. On this windless morning, our superintendent is shaving a path to our door, a small portion of safety. . . . It’s 1983. My friends and I sleep and wake childless. From a swing I watched my father work on…

My mother’s house was made of clematis, I think. And Clematis is what Miss White calls Mother Ghost      all day. She tells her what to clean, says, Clematis, clean this. But I know Mother Ghost’s her name and she made up      three songs. We sing them every Sunday when Mr. Dearing visits. And when we…

You who gave me birth between your sturdy legs are dead. You who gave me food and drink and washed my clothes, ironed my shirts, took me shopping for a suit and coat are dead, I alive, as if to bring you back to daily acts of dusting with the mop and bending down to…

For Beatrice Hawley and John Jagel As if the trees were not indifferent . . . A breeze flutters the candles but the trees give off a sense of listening, of hush. The dust of August on their leaves. But it grows dark. Their dark green is something known about, not seen. But summer twilight…

Inside the mushroom storm clouds lean against each other emptying their insides. Blessings pour out over the tiny man on his way to work. Inside his overcoat are pockets of change, useless unless stolen away. Inside his hands he carries the shape of pockets, also the shape of a snowball with a stone hidden inside….

When your house is smashed by an avalanche, and in the family room, where only minutes ago you were watching General Hospital, you lie moaning, crisscrossed with ribbons of wood and wool, until hours later an Airedale pulls you out by one ankle, do you get up in the snow and tap-dance? You know, in…