Poetry

Today, without authority, I woke to morning birds.Without authority, today recalled the feral night that fled.Without authority, I listened to today’s trucks passing—       their diesel hauling diesel, hauling batteries, sent-back clothes.Without, today, authority, I pondered their drivers’ lives, their drivers’ children.Without authority, I stood above—too quiet to hear, today or any day—        root-mats of fungi.Without authority, I…

“Listen close,” she says in my ear, “I’m someonetoo, I’m someone telling you secrets, systems.”Dusk, my body, opens for tender breezes,broken but breathing. “Call your question, wait for the answer stormymornings, in the thunder,” she tells me. Forecastdry to drought to making my hurt eyes water,mountain to valley. “Talk to sky,” she tells me. I…

1 In 1953, what sprang up all over, took charge:new housing tracts, supermarkets, gas station grand openings,great smoggy pyres of bulldozed orange groves. I kept track from our creaky, high-water, clapboard bungalowat 402 West Elm. Pedaled my bike to all those great giveaways,all that free candy, all that gaga grand opening grandeur. On July 17,…

built 1879–1912 by Ferdinand Cheval, mail carrier and artist A postman builds a palace stone by stone.He hears a stone say where the site should be,carries it there, and carries others there.The site is his address.Thirty-three years it takes him, more or less.The message is delivered when he’s done.The spires rise stubbornly,as though ideals were…

                                                 I wonder what                                                            the smoke of a                                         dead swan’s body                                                          smells like.                                            Like the wind through                                                  a keyhole from                                      a different century.                                                   Like my dead                                            mother’s jacket, wet                                                   from rain and                                                             bombs.                                              Sometimes, I find a                                                    raindrop on its sleeve.                                           Some mornings, smoke                                                     rises from                                                            the collar.                                                    How a body                                         obediently burns                                                    …

The tree crew has come,restored a long-vanished view of the mountain.My eyes are again thirty-two. My life is still seventy-one. My life is startled.  It lifts, as the many heads of a herd of horsesall at once do, hearing a sound. Heads raise, ears raise, to listen. How used it had grown to only the smallest of…

Witches, witches believe, revolve like pinwheels.Sparks of ripe inner thoughts whirl out as witches. Gather close, furry creatures in my household,two familiars, but not as stout as witches. Once, I rode on a bike down sleeping mountains,never knowing my riding routed witches. Branches bearing her birds respond with waving.Breezes sneakily dish about the witches. Bring…

The nights grow longer. I go to bed at nine, like a kid, tired by eight.It is fall. No leaves, some early snow. I post a picture of the gate under lamplight, our little park behind it, cars          out front.I read the news. We microwave our food. In the dream within a dream: a love note,…

It’s not safe to be a woman You come into a world of wantand to want yourself,you got to get in line behind all the other hungry mouthstheir names for youthe hooks of a bramble you go to water every daybecause everyone still needs to breathe You carry the water from eternityfrom ever sincefrom behind…