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  • She

    “Listen close,” she says in my ear, “I’m someonetoo, I’m someone telling you secrets, systems.”Dusk, my body, opens for tender breezes,broken but breathing. “Call your question, wait for the answer stormymornings, in the thunder,” she tells me. Forecastdry to drought to making my hurt eyes water,mountain to valley. “Talk to sky,” she tells me. I…

  • Anaheim

    1 In 1953, what sprang up all over, took charge:new housing tracts, supermarkets, gas station grand openings,great smoggy pyres of bulldozed orange groves. I kept track from our creaky, high-water, clapboard bungalowat 402 West Elm. Pedaled my bike to all those great giveaways,all that free candy, all that gaga grand opening grandeur. On July 17,…

  • Seized by Insanity

    “You all, who will emerge out of the flood In which we have drowned, Remember When you speak of our weaknesses Also the dark time From which you’ve escaped.” —Bertolt Brecht, “To Future Generations” Translation by Terence Renaud 1. “memento mori” The madness began in the fall of 2000, after General Ariel Sharon swaggered up…

  • Wake

    1. “A crack in the walls that ordinarily hem us in.”[1] On September 7, 2017, minutes before midnight, I was alone in a borrowed house when something began to shift: an indeterminate sensation of motion, like lapping waves. I did what I had learned to do as a child, growing up in Kuwait: I looked…

  • As Big as You Make It Out to Be

    In May 2009, a year after I graduated from college, I found myself in a mangrove swamp thirty miles east of Haikou, the capital city of China’s southernmost province, Hainan Island, standing atop a massive, concrete floodgate. With me were six reporters from a Cantonese television station, the CEO of one of China’s largest telecommunications…

  • Privilege

    On her first day of sixth grade at Belle Grove Elementary School, Jenny Bergström had imagined herself to be the only girl who didn’t belong, but after a short and restorative cry in what her teacher called the ladies’ lavatory, she had resolved to carry herself as though the opposite were true. So when the…

  • George and Henry and Sardari

    In December of 1936, George Orwell, on his way to fight in the Spanish Civil War, stopped in Paris, where he had a chat with Henry Miller. It would be the two writers’ only encounter. Neither was particularly well-known or financially secure at the time. Miller had published Tropic of Cancer two years prior, but…

  • The Correction

    We were immersed in the beauty of our place in far northeastern Washington—ponderosa pines, red firs, tamaracks, even spruce trees against the sky, and the Columbia River rolling by. For forty years, my wife, Joanna, and I have enjoyed our vacation home, the more so during the last five when we have lived in it…