Poetry

At My Sister’s Wedding

We have changed only in our teeth all of us look vaguely 19 but hard-lived for 19 I overheard     it was a half-joke like your daughter she’s so easy to love   to my father     and we all laugh     back home a hurricane is shaking the water and even here     rain     you look a little like a morgue     cold skin and…

Ash Wednesday on the 22-Fillmore Bus

Plow your tweener backpack  into your fellow sinner.   I was fallen too.    Sulk into your years  and cropped organdy nails.  Everybody’s watching.    Your body’s burnt to ash,   to the stranger’s thumbprint  on your stubborn pimples.    I see a younger you,   a candle-smoke ghost  hardening into form,    fleshy knees and fists  marbled at the altar rail.  You’re still the baby    who asked no deliverance.  We’re not…

Indefinite Guests

I don’t often revisit the year I fostered all the neighborhood strays, teenagers   enticed by decay and overrun with the lesions that wistfulness deals.   I don’t often revisit the year my parents disappeared, but whose house we filled   with smoke so indissoluble it consoled like blindness—   the year pedestrians crossed the…

I look over and there you are

reading on the couch, your messy hair finally beginning to gray. You are breathing, moving molecules of air aside, inhabiting space that could go empty so easily. You hold a heating pad to your side where I bruised your rib, clumsy in my hunger for your infinite variety. ya’aburnee, lovers say in Arabic— you bury…

Ars Poetica

You know how lightning never lasts long enough to get a good look at it?   and your eyes do this thing, as if they could grow larger, widen out of your face trying to see enough, longer, more—   this happens also when the heron passes: too quickly. Today I lucked into seeing how…

Service

What I got of worldly gumption I learned in the church of false assumption. Under the sentence of wrath and fire I studied the windows, the girls in the choir.