Poetry

I don't know if I was awake or asleep; my eyes were open— the feeling you have as a child after your parents look in on you, before they leave for an hour or so thinking you are asleep, but you are not asleep. You hear their whispers on the stair, the door closing softly,…

“How come your typewriter is saying thank you thank you thank you?” What children hear! Everything speaks the language they're trying to learn. My typewriter which understands nothing says what I am trying to understand by saying it, always grateful for the chance connection: light through sudden darkness, the rung missing, the moment of weightlessness,…

If rational thoughts could erase the irrational the rain coming down could lift itself up and begin again its purpose on the road, the miles of dust to invade. I'd remember my childhood stories where refusal was merely a namesake gone awry, a river miles too long. The old ghost could sing again his simple…

One by one I throw your empty bottles into the black garbage bag: J&B, Barbella, Cutty Sark, Harvey's, Wild Turkey, Smirnoff. I'd almost forgotten that ritual, when I used to come down here to check up on your stash. And when I did, when I lifted the lid, I wanted to lie down inside and…

A man at the bus stop stooped to retrieve a dime rolling towards the drain. Looking at me, he said with shame, “No ordinary dime, mister.” “Really?” I said, thinking how life is sometimes reduced to a single word, a reflex, a courtesy. Like the time I interviewed this young man for a job in…

The thirsty mule's lips at my ear, I died alongside the river. I died in the media event, with the overhead luggage and antimacassar, my neighbor's dark drink spilled in my lap. I died in the hospital, the waiting room's television full of the Sopworth Camel's excreted black smoke; I died in my favorite armchair…

Friday. Home from school; and the smell of ammonia's so strong it opens the back door for me. The hall floor flicks a long tongue. My socks stick to its shine. Faucet fixtures gleam like new fillings. My fingers breathe on them, leave silver eclipses, and on the stair my footprints leave their imprints on…

Horowitz debuted a Schumann piece in 1928. This new recording is acoustically precise, with a persistent cough from the audience, loud, in two parts, both exhaled sounds (a sharp, then a flat), the second higher and more forceful. It sounds like a man's cough, a mature man in his forties or fifties. You can tell…

Shame kept coming back that year, a broken record, a broken mother leaning in the door, the sunlight behind and through her cotton dress, caressing those places that haven't been caressed in years, thin silhouette of legs, collapsing hips, breasts hanging flat with all the shame they can bare. Even as you're leaving, even on…