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What I Learned from the Wisteria

Wisteria sinensis     thick as a wrist, wrapped around brick,           or pine, or some other living thing:   it’s not suffocation if it’s also beautiful.           It is not invasive if it also heralds spring.   All winter you waited for the creeping           vine to burst forth, earlier than trumpet.   The purple of early…

May 5, 2020

It’s beautiful to be glad to see a person every time you see them, as I was to see Juan, the maintenance man, with whom it was always the same brotherly greeting—each of us thumping fist over heart, and grinning, as though we shared a joke, or bread. I barely knew him. Evenings in clinic,…

Apex, Pandemic IV

The cardinal at my window     sings                     year-round,                 does not migrate                                       or shed her colors, builds an open cup from parched grass and the hair she plucks     from the dog’s bristled ear,                                                     cannot bear the sight of her own face reflected in the pane—…

I thought I’d miss you

desperately, but your shadow is   so interesting— profile in silhouette   elegant, nose almost Grecian, receding   hairline, high brow suggests perhaps   a keen intelligence, capable of reflection,   new perspectives. Every movement   graceful, not one wasted step or   gesture, perfect lyric in black   and white, crisp, edgy—not your  …

Real Town & Country

Once, a woman’s musk on the train conjured the pinch of my seaside youth —briny, consistent in its waterlogged blessing. I waited out my contract of subtropical longing, now here, manifested in these splayed, commuters’ bodies peppered with wage and heat, lapping each other daily.   I bend down and boost you up, future self,…

When Lois Does a Puzzle I Know I’m in Trouble

          Like when she takes out a 1000-piece Abstract—a Kandinsky or mandala of Buddha’s numberless lives— she’s telling me she hasn’t lost hope yet but it’s iffy for us.             When Lois slides from the shelf one from The World’s Great Destinations series, for example, “Balloons on a Spring Night over Paris,”—actually, any place we’ve been…

San Sebastián

It may have been one of the times we died, only to come right back. Maybe we rolled the car and were reborn in the woods without a clue. At least I hope death is like this: a town with just two restaurants. What a steady fire I make against the night. What a good…